Because nobody can dig in my brain Walls are up, defense in position. Don’t talk to many people, just confiding in myself. Making my own decisions the way I see fit. As I digress… No one reads what I write cause tumblr is a dust in the wind kinda website, unless someone actually checks out my profile…not likely. So its safe. I mean I had a LiveJournal when I was 15… Have I grown?
So politics…geology…history…literature… Uneducated or Uninterested? Hell I can tell you all about…
That’s just it.
So I’m a Scorpio and I’m self destructive. Makes me stronger.
I turn here cause I can’t talk to you. Repeat of last time…I’m dreading that phone call with that certain question… Been through it once…I can do it again.
Til next time tumblr.
P.S. The office is fucking hilarious no matter how many times Ive seen it.
I told her please don’t take this back from me This feeling come so naturally Exactly what I wanna do, I’m acting so erratically You get me high, owe me that, this is real but don’t be scared It’s only fair, I warned you that love a drug that can kill you Got your open heart, I’d have it never Grown poor to last forever Hopin’ you’ll remember what I tell you lookin’ in your eyes Don’t be afraid of what can get you high Just hold me tight and watch the seconds fly I wonder where will I meet her The perfect girl that I dream of For now don’t need no huge tits, I’m a cool with just a good B cup Uh, you’re now free to ball, build it up then keep it all She don’t need a car, if love demanded now we could roll And we drive there, save everything that we not said I’m telling you that you hard to trust You say you’re not, got a hard head This forever, don’t you ever think to let me go And if I’m talkin’ to the world I need to let ‘em know
And she can get me high, when I’m feeling low
Yeah, she was with Roy, and, uh, I just couldn’t take it. I mean, I lost it, Dwight. I couldn’t sleep, I couldn’t concentrate on anything. Even weird stuff, like food had no taste. So my solution was to move away. It was awful. It was something that I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy, and that includes you.
-Jim Halpert
Where does it lie?
Does it shine in the sunrise
Or is it suffocated in its tomb
I woke up to a sweating nightmare
Of the view of a beast and a beauty
Then the rays pierced through the east
To reach for a burning stick
Painting my lungs tar
Easing the temporary pain
It doesn’t help
The Strenuous acts of fryer burns
And grease pops don’t sway my mind
For the energy around my neck
Pulsates into the blue rivers beneath the layers
Flowing strong and hurting long
The clues
The knowledge
The nightmare is existing
Always take the negative views
For they predict the future
Do as the Romans.
So the Vibrations continue to pour
And the Distance gets further away
I just wanna fuckin scream and get these thoughts outa my head.
Love. Fuckkkkk
Is on repeat.
But things aren’t completely defined. Head to the grind Alone at the bar
Few instances of deja vu but not as strong as on eastboro
This is where I am and what I’m doing.
I survive. That’s about all I can say for myself
Your sense of love for your family members is growing even stronger right now, but you should acknowledge the fact that said family members are not perfect. It’s important to have a realistic view of the people you love in order to have more harmony at home. Don’t expect too much of the people who have disappointed you recently. They are working on improving, but those changes can’t happen overnight. Be patient, stay close to home, and try not to talk about any too-painful topics, for now.